So you know what I really miss? Being young and naive. You have it all you look at the world with different eyes and hope for the best. When you start to get old life always seems to just pass you by now. Now I'm not saying that it happens to everyone. But I think it happens a lot. It's happened to me, it's happened to a lot of people I know. When we were young and naive, we didn't know any better then to think life was just gonna be this easy thing. It was easy up till then. You know school, living with your parents, no bills, no kids, no penis or vage disease, no problems. Then you move out. Get a little worldly knowledge, go to college, have that first serious relationship, have your first visit to the free clinic. And shit gets a little tougher. But you know what I'm saying. Getting older means getting tougher, means more problems.
The other day I had a conversation with a person (probably eight or nine years younger then me) and they were talking about what their major was in school. And you could see they were excited about life and shit and I was like wow I really miss being that wide eyed and optimistic about life. I'm old and bitter now. Yeah I'm a little wiser then these kids now a days but I really don't think wisdom makes up for youthful ambition. Once you lose that it's kinda hard to get back. So I guess I'm gonna try and get back my youthful ambition. I'm still in my twenties I can do it. See I'm being optimistic already.
Alright cum dumpsters I'm outta here, I already gave you some life tips today so fucking scram before I grab my bb gun. Peace
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